2008 - 2009.

Just a few more hours and it ends the best year I ever had. -sigh-
Many things beyond any of my expectations happened and they make this year the best.
I've got things that can purchase with money and also, something priceless and precious.

He's still the best. I still hope I could share everything with him regardless to sadness, sorrow, bitterness or happiness No regrets to know him and to leave, even. It's not you love someone and you must have them. I shall not grieve as it comes to an end. Let's not to be greedy and ask for more days you could be with the one you love, but to cherish the time we both had? Maybe one day with you was enough. I had more than it, so, be happy! Just walk by faith and if I missed out whatever belongs to me, I'll have it someday, right no?

I've been thinking bout how to cherish the last day of this year, obviously I don't get anything xD. Well... just... It's not the same as the years have past, this is unbearable than ever.

My hamster is dying. No she hasn't died yet, but is really sick. Makes me lose hopes that kinda sick. How I hope she could be healthy again like before she was. I feel really sad to see her. She's been with me for 2 year dy and I love her =(. If it's hard to live, just leave me. Although I can't bear with it but I really don't want to see you suffering too. I'll miss you, terribly. and Thank you for being with me for 2 long years.

So, eveything good and amazing that happened is ending as 2008 comes to an end. Awesome.

HAPPY 2009 everyone!!

though I don't think mine will be good.

012 sucked for the first time! It got jammed up like $^%&^ at 12am!! Lol. and what happened was the msg would be sent like so many times, doubled up the phone bills yea? XD

Sakura to Sasuke: "On that day, you told me that solitude is painful! I understand that so well right now. I have family and I have friends but if you're gone... To me... It will be the same as being alone."

would you?

I like the (I think)theme song from "I do?", which is chong bai.

Niceeee and meaningful lyrics. lol.



I had sandwich with HAM and CHEESEEEE for dinner!!!

FYI for some dumb reason, or rather I actually didn't even have a reason to avoid eating ham and cheese all the while, but now no more, I thinkkkk. ( see first ) Bleh!! They taste good no? =P



So today.... I went bv. Met Mike. Walked around in bv. Quite a nice day I guess.



My brains ain't functioning well and I'm soooo lazy to think! =(

Sorry Vatsala for not giving you any ideas on the starting of the essay.



How I hope I could sleep for days!!


School is reopening in a week time. =(
*yawn yawn*
& 2009 is coming in 3 days!
I so don't want it to happen. but I hope it'll turn out better than how I imagine it would be. =S





ps: I dislike IE.

OMG I'm overjoyed. Just got the belated christmas present from my dad since he was in HK for the celebration. It's a pink, Baby-G watch, costs a few hundreds.
I feel guilty getting it actually. =( because I know it's gonna get all the scratches on it soon, very soon. =(

she.

Kristen Stewart

Kristen Stewart

KRISTEN STEWART!!!

Gosh! She's drop dead gorgeous isn't she?

haha. How could I get obsessed over her?! xD

I loveeeeeee her hair!! It's like in a "messy is sexy" way. LOL.

but anyway, to me she looks gorgeous in every way! =D

she's good at acting too! =)

To the world you're somebody. To somebody, you're the world.

*yawn yawn yawn*

How I hope I could slap that worker's face...
ok maybe not the worker who made the hammer knocking sounds so it's to whoever did it.
Couldn't he start working a bit late and not to wake me up from sleep?
zzzzz....

and the worst was after waking me up the noises all STOPPED.

Grrrr... nvm nvm. Forgive and forget =P

I wanna watch

"I do?"
"honey and clover"
"It started with a kiss 2"


=D

In love with "an jing le" by S.H.E
another emo song. xD

I can't get my butt to study!! =(


why why why =(

I'm finding for a suitable blogskin though.

and KATRINA! Where are you? =(

I can't seem to find ur blog anymore =(

If leaving is the right thing to do, then I'll hurt myself to keep from hurting you, to keep you safe.

9 days

to school reopen.





I'm missing school!


and currently thinking about every bit of it.



I hope probation will start early in year 2009.
I hope they will hold a probate camp like what they did this year...




I loved sleeping on the cement floor.

I loved sleeping with Pui Yee!! ( HAHAHA, kidding. )

I loved the meeting that up to 2am and made me doze off in auditorium.

I loved that WE all had to wake up by 4am! =X

I loved to see the scenery and darkness in midnight. Pretty refreshing and enjoyable. ( lol )

I loved the pull that made us closer with one another.



just to make it short, I LOVED THE CAMPPP!!



but I'm pretty upset because form 3 year, gotta stop duty-ing after the probation or something I suppose. =(



Duty is boring yet addictive and interesting.

It doesnt make sense though. =S



I miss everyone!!


I miss Pui Yee and her "doesn't care-ness" LOL

I miss Vat, Vic and Thaca's "gangster-ness" in a nice way, they make real good friends.

I miss Katrina's "Boo!!"

I miss Lim Pei Ying's "aiyoo you keep eating and eating.." (I like that, haha )

I miss Su-Yi and her "Hi", the sweetest one. =)

I miss Leon and his.. hyper-ness and NOISY-NESS!!

I miss Li Ern and her talks.

I miss Li Huei and her visits when I was on duty. lol.



Too many to list out and my laziness striking..

I miss everyone and their everything. LOL.

Ok enough for this post already.. bye!



When life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations, it's not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end.

Dec.

This is like the most relaxing hols I ever had. Haven't been going out for quite a long time except for... clothes!! and uh... books. Like, "such a loser!!", I know.
But hey, it's time to rest! Haha, 2009 is gonna be a killer! xD

Hmm I guess BSC is not much different? =S But it's super duper happening! I hav no idea why but it seems like the rich ppl starting to go BSC for well, I dunno what.
oh yea, according to someone that there isn't foodcourt so most probably won't be going there when stayback's. HAHAHA.
-might be going ONCE in a year-
Well, inside joke you won't know.

I like the view from Pavilion =D

and the highlight, there's history madness on hols too. Mind you... XD
study study study and STUDY history!!! zzz..
School reopens = nightmare?
Sort of.

Emoness kills!

Was chatting with a few tuition mates last night, it was fun and...
the most unexpected thing could ever happen among the guys eventually happened...?

This makes you wonder, what was it?

Here the story goes,

For the fun of it, we invited Jon to join our conversation. Jeevan, he teased Jon with Jane. We know he was just kidding but Jon got really, really pissed off.

Like, this is one of the most common things would happen among friends right? But then, they fought because of it. Both of them turned to be emo as ever.

They left the conversation one after another. Ahhhh... quite dramatic?


so anyway! Personally I think guys can be really really emo at times. At certain, most random and finest things!

yea, I know girls are almost the same, almost.

p/s: My eyes are getting really exhausted looking at the comp... argh.. XD

hah.

I'm bored and this is what I found at someone's site. =)
oh and I installed SDO-X again in my comp, now can play =X

Rules :
- Pick your birth month .
- Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you .
- Bold (or italicize) the best apply to you .
- Copy to your own blog , with all twelve months .
- Tag 10 people

January

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

February

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

March

Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

April

Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

May

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

June

Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills.Talk ative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

July

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties instudy ing. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

August

Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

September
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

October
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

November
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

December
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor.

--and my birthday month is :

March
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally

honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others.

Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns

kindness(sometimes). Observant assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and f

antasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners.

Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody(lol).

Horror

I went for Quarantine with Tim on Saturday =D

It's actually not scary but the people who are infected by some unknown infection are bloody and it makes the movie LOOK scary, but it's not. Because It's not supposed to be a horror movie! Come on. =)

I admit, I was scared in the beginning of the movie but I chilled soon after that.

But guess what?? We LEFT the theater halfway of the movie.
The bloody workers kept coming into the theater and they made us scared. Because we were under age, with illegal stuff to be brought in somemore!! What I mean is the bubble tea, haha. They suspected us when we came in, they asked for our IC's and we said we didn't bring, general answer for the under age ppl right? lol

So anyway, didn't do much except for lepaking around Mid Valley. It could be quite boring there but what to do right? Haha.

Oh yea,

Twilight

I was influenced by some of the ppl, who were crazy reading the Twilight saga, but nah, I guess reading all of them is such a waste of time. So I was waiting for the movie =D

& do you know that they actually shortened the books into one? O__O

I was shocked! but anyway...

lol, I'm not as crazy as they ppl, I just wanna know in detail what's Twilight about.

but hey! I'm currently being banned from going out for the rest of hols!! haha, the HORROR!! So I guess I won't be able to watch the Twilight movie =(

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Boredom is currently killing me! I miss you people! I miss school too! Okay I mean, I can't wait to see the new comers on orientation day!

Oh btw! Did you know that I've lost my blazer, and nametag. I totally forgot to bring it back home. Dayeeemmmm... xD

My life's always been nice to me, I have great friends. Based on that, one of them - Thaca, she's always been helping me when I lost something, like tie, and now- nametag and blazer.

She actually found it at Teratak and brought it back home! Awww! I have fell in love with you so badly Thaca! It's so amazing =P

Oh thank you God for making it happen. Amazing friends and things that happened.

FYI prefect camp(so called) 08, I've lost my tie. Not exactly lost but yea, I lended it to someone which I dunno who was it in the camp as they needed it. When the camp was ending, I just took a tie without seeing the name, I thought it was definitely mine.

The 2nd day I went to school, Ka Jeng didn't have a tie, I looked at mine, like damnit! It's Ka Jeng's, which means I didn't have a tie with me now, it's a Monday! Khiari is certainly gonna kill me.

As I said, I have great friends, so I managed to borrow it from Wong, my great friend since form 1, eh? Somehow he managed to borrow from some of his friend so he didn't kena the denda thingy! Smart ass!! lol

Plus! after all, I told Thaca about it, she said she brought an extra tie home which she found somewhere in school. So... she gave it to me, and I was lucky to escape from, to be fired? lol

.....................

I'm bored la.
I'm tired la.
I've got nothing to do la.

lol

I'm so lifeless and I'm so sleepy now T___T

btw, 2 more days left!!

and I can go out on Saturday! YAY!! =X

*gasp*

5 HOURS OF TUITION FROM 2MORO ONWARDS!

and it lasts for 5 days!

It's so depressing to even think about it. I'm only looking forward to the break in between the 2 sections of tuition. But I guess I've to eat Mcd's for 5 days :(
Well, 2moro I'm going to Lavina's house for her b'day party during the break. Wonder what cake we are gonna buy from Berry's. =X

I'm missing the mango cake from secret recipe so badly!

I don't have mood to do anything now. I wanna save my energy for tuition. *gasps*
I've refused to study or even read. Sorry :(
Nah I'm not lazy lazy but I want my break T___T
and you won't know that. :(


I'll definitely fall asleep in class. So depressing!!!


and I wan't my holidays like the others!!! T____T


This world is so unfair. :(

To Keep Dancing Wherever We Go Next.

Hello. =D

my school's already over. Nah, I don't feel happy.. but I can feel the pressure as PMR is drawing nearer and nearer and NEARER.

So the day b4 my school ends, Cekal ppl got their positions in standard and so on. Atiqah said, "I saw the namelist and it stops at 34 (for the cekal ppl), which means you'are gonna get 35 in standard. And I got 40." my first reaction was, "I'm quite dumb then." xD

Anyways, if I was 40 there's nothing much I could do about it right? I was satisfied with it first I heard that, it's not lke I'm smart or anything, but just to accept it as it is. Then, I was chatting with few ppl from cekal. My position was still left hanging because my percentage was 82. Some ppl who had 80% , their positions was 12+ and the one who had 83% was 4th in standard. As you know, I'm quite a pessimist. I thought I was gonna get 10th or something. Or I was kinda, dumb. I even thought I would get 15th or 16th. =_____=

And the last day of school for me, I went to Cik. Farhana to check our marks, positions and so on since en. Rajahan is busy with his ketua post in SMK Bangsar. I was first in my class and, 5th in standard. Good enough and I'm happy with it.

As I said, I really would like to thank GOD for making all 3 of my b'day wishes come true. and also for sending me an angel to always care for me and, love me. =P

So, I would like to give all the credits to my darling =X, he really helped me alot and,

to stand my emoness throughout the whole time of finals. I feel pityful for him now.

Lol. and I love you too. =X

My gratitude also to my tuition teachers. They made who I am, I mean, I was dumb and hopeless, Maybe I still am but slightly better and you can see improvements in my academics.

Lastly of course my family and friends who helped. Anyways, thanks everyone who is involved. I'm not making it big but just to thank you all. Because I know if there was only myself, I wouldnt get an achievement like this.

Oh yea, I also would like to thank those who gave a challenge to me. I appreciated it.

Many of you guys have congratulated me. Thanks so much and I appreciate it.

Of the whole form 2 year, when it comes to an end, I see LOVE AND SACRIFICES between the couple in my class. You know who =P

I also see cunning-ness of the ppl who tried to cheat in changing their marks, You know who you are. I ain't gotten my first place just like that, I found that out.

I don't know what...

How I hope that I'm still a kid now T__T
Where you actually don't know what is sad, you were naive and you think the world is wonderful! and you were always cheerful and so on. and yea, adults like kids =D
because of their smiles. I guess. awww *melts*

haha. So I guess I'm satisfied with everything in my life currently. I have my birthday wishes which I really hope it to be real. Which is something general but It's something I really need. My birthday is still a long time to go. T____T but anyways, still great right knowing what I really want. =P

I really sincerely truthfully saying this, I MISS YOU!!!

yea, you.

you!!! :(

I really hope you'll be okay very soon T__T

I always hope to be with you T___T but nvm...

lol. and I'm looking forward to talk to you peacefully, I miss it so badly :(

and this too, I loveeee you >.< *hugs tightly*

I know I'm stupid or maybe dumb >.< to make you pissed off and emo everytime, T___T

I really wanna apologize to you. :(

accept that T__T

uh... I really realise I'm that dumb. I always do stupid stuffs :( :( :(

I don't wanna make u pissed off or emo or anything bad but I'm just so dumb and I always do wrong stuff
awww... :(


I'm dumb and I'm sorry :(

everyone

Everyone is just so sad now :(

I'm talking about EVERYONE. I just found out, actually every each one of us has something which stops us from being happy. Maybe in life we just can't be really happy, when we are, something bad will strike so we can't be happy. Lol.

I really would take the deal that a moment for me to be truly happy, there will be 10 moments of sadness. I really wanna be happy.

3rd day :(

It's only the 3rd day of the 3 weeks we have to go through. I already feel half dead... and there's hell alot of hw every single day, everything dues on the next day too. Terribleeee...

So today in school I went to my class as usual and I saw everybody was crowded there. Aqilah brought the monopoly which is super high tech. LOL, it seems awesome but I didn't play with them afterwards. You know I'd just, make the game die. Lol.

Played uno cards with Zi Yet and all those ppl,
Nabila is damn good at playing Snap and Yarlini is good at Speed :)
nice players... but when I play you know I'd just use the maximum time to finish it lol.
and Kishore made me stunned!!!!! When he was around my brains would just stop functioning you know and I waited like 1min after the game has started... zzzzzz... he scolded me until the whole school corridor could hear I tell you when I ask him to go to library again! lol.
I wonder if I would have something else to do except for messing up with the games. Haha and I was sick but unfortunately teachers made me run here and there. When I reached class I was half dead and sorry Vatsala, I didn't mean to reject following you to go to staffroom but I was just, yea I guess I just can't be anymore exhausted? xD

anyways, so yea last night was the weirdest night I ever had. Lol... But at least now, I feel better. Which is... kinda good la. lol but I hope it doesn't come to me again tonight >.<

of you, dumb hw

All the bad things just fall on me pls?
Just treat me as bad as you can and make my life fill with as much sadness as possible till I d i e.

ButterButterButterButter!!!!!!

Damn I loveeeeeeeeee butter!!!! :)

Lol, i find it actually tastes good. I dun like peanut butter. LOLOL but yea. and I guess I dun really like fruit jam too... especially the sweet-to-death strawberry flavour ones.
& I just HAVE to control the amount of breads when everytime I actually get addicted eating bread with butter... It's just, too much. You'll know... lol


So today school actually bored me. Maybe not really but... yea, I didnt have much time to be in my own class... so anyways it doesnt really matter to me...
I helped en. Rajahan with collecting the textbooks and all that. Then he actually SAID I dun have to carry all this by myself and let the boys to do it!! But ended up Lavina and Zi Yet were carrying the hell heavy books by themsleves. ANDDDD they scolded me for not carrying anything!!! So unfair... lol. So I felt bad and I carried too. Small matter. We brought the books to bilik boss and en Chua talked to me for a while and so...
Zi Yet said that she was forced to carry 20kg of rice!!! Fan tong, you should do work.
I, for the first in my lifetime, had carried 10kg of rice, only.

We went to auditorium after that, they had this dancing practice. Aneesha, Umesh and Pavallam were in it too. Great job :)
but Najhan, see this! You entertained us with a bit of laughter!!! hahahahaha....
It's so crappy I tell you, I can never ever dance like THAT. So awesome, maybe I'm dumb... but well...

oh yea and I've forgotten. I'm stuck with 1cekal for 3 duty changes, can you imagine how long is that? And basically they will never listen to me. ALL, I really mean ALL of the so-not-matured guys. None of them ever kept quiet. So I got VERY pissed off. Of everytime I would say, PLS keep quiet and they wouldn't listen. At least I said pls and keep quiet to you but you never listened, what would I do to you IS my matter, because you didnt listen. Correct, no?
Today some guy named Piravin or something, he was passing the damn water bottle and laughing away with his friend. Come on what's so funny about he bottle, you have never seen it izzit? And you could make hell alot of noise!!!
So I ask him, "what the HELL you are doing here? You better shut up."
So the most noisiest guy who can never keep quiet said:" dun say shut up"
So I talked back, I asked him to SHUT UP. and he was like:"I say DUN SAY SHUT UP! and dun say what the hell."
He's probably going to complain to the mum, the sister and the brother.
But what can I say is, I was really pissed off with you guys.

and after school is tuition :(

3 freaking hours. You better pity me!!! hahaha
So it started with sir teaching us maths. Seriously he is THE expert in maths. No doubt.
Once when he was pronouncing yagini's name wrongly so we all laughed. He got pissed off, and scolded us badly! It was scary and the fact that I always laugh, I mean for some reasons only me and myself know but others won't know. He always said we are idiots and laughed at nothing. Actually everyone laughs sure got their own reasons right? But it's just that we dun wanna tell you. Nothing much else... we are not idiots either. Because you wouldn't have accepted idiots to join your tuition too. xD

Destroy MidValley!!

I guess I wanna go out, soon. Hanging out around the malls with hyperness and randomness sounds pretty cool and is my desire for now.
and I wanna feel "conquer the whole theater".
you know right? :)

MSN BORED ME TO DEATH and I guess it's pretty much like a living hell for me right now.

Anyways, I've got nothing to do now. Pretty lifeless la. Daily routine will be slightly different from 2moro on. Uh... less smsing and get an increase of tuition time.
Very awesome. But I hope I'll enjoy it.
everything only happens once in a lifetime, come on. :)
Perhaps I'll be in love with tuition sometime after graduating? lol xD


*how how how how how?*
This is all my heart tells. I dunno is my answer. XD
I'm really scared right now and of course I hope things will get better.
Let it be an occasion, I never wanted things to get outta what it was supposed to be, sincerely. And I never wanted limits in between.

I've obtained 88% for my maths. Nice numbers. Raymond was the HIGHEST in my class with 90%. Congrats =D

and, everybody cheers! :)

***I guess I get to know you more everytime when we're having real talks, maybe its what we call heart-to-heart. I like it :)

Leave Out All The Rest.

It's a nice song. (:
But how nice it sounds I guess you'd need to feel what the song is about.
Now I guess I do feel and maybe, you can say experiencing the story of the song?
>.<
sounds so pathetic la but yea.

Really, dun resent me anymore. I know "sorry" doesnt mean anything to you anymore but I really feel sorry to you. What you want me to do to erase all the negative thoughts you have towards me? Whatever I do, you still will think what you think it is.

I'm really so sorry and I feel EXTREMELY bad. Extremely.

Finals you suck! =P

Today final exams had finally, OFFICIALLY over!

=DDD

*PARTYahemPARTY.*

But anyways, I ain't going out today. Uh I guess.. until further decision on when is the next outing xD

I dun feel extremely happy though exams had finished. I just feel... Normal.
Weird and you go, right... ... lol

Now I got some stuff to do, Let's see

-To READ Tim's book which he lends to me. Read, Uh huh it's READDD.. which I do for like past one month! LOLol.
- To eat my dinner as now it's already 9.30pm @____@

I've found the subject which burns my eyes when reading it, MAN!
It's PJK!!!!
and my dad said, :" you could do 10 chapters for history but you're telling me that you couldn't study pjk because it has 6 chapters."

I guess it's totally different. I just stare at the book and I, started yawning. Lol

Starting from Monday meaning starting my new life off of going tuition everyday.
About 3 hours PER day!!

Maybe that's the reason why I dun feel happy even finals finished.

emo emo emo!!!

uh huh... I deleted what did I say and shortened it. xD

***We better not to grow any hatred.

Forget it. xD

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Just visited Kat's blog! and saw about the Catie's post on her blog and on Facebook ):

I hope you dun be too sad k? Nothing is immortal but what we can do is, not to forget that we ever had them (:

I had hamsters too! but most of them died. T__T

I still remember I cried so hard when my very first hamster died. And I guess if I'm not mistaken (because it happened when I was standard 5 or 6 :S ) after that my family wanted to "replace" the 1st hamster. They bought another hamster for me, she had red eyes and white fur. It actually looked like a rabbit but oh well... She liked fighting with my 2nd hamster.

my cutie always lost to her! :(

my 2nd hamster (which was bought back with the 1st) died few months after. She was really cute! :( I can tell you, I loved her very much. and the next day, the white one died.

And yea, I saw them dying. urgh, I know it sounds so weird that "I saw them dying" but I really did. >.<

Again, I cried miserably and yea.

& yes again! My family bought me 1 more hamster, her name was Fei Fei. She lived really long! For the same type of hamsters I had la, she died after one and half year. She was actually my only friend when I moved to here, kl. lol, sounds so miserable but what to do? It's true. lol

and my dad's friend gave me 2 more hamsters for Christmas present. Gah, it sounds weird too!

So anyways, one was black+white fur and another one is brown+white, which I guess physically looks like Catie, which Katrina had.

Fei Fei died this year and my black+white hamster died after few months I got him from my dad's friend.

I hope all of the hamsters I had and died, rest in peace.

Now I only left the one which looks like Catie! T__T

of how much I dislike coffee

Windows Live Messenger BETA is the worst version I've ever seen. FYI it's not a released version, they're only testing it on you, so you always have to encounter some unecessary problems when signing in and all that.
So few days back, it says there's some newer version and I HAVEEEE to install then only I can online -.-
When I installed it, the layout of the MSN was so dissapointing, man.
and it cant work with Messenger Plus. zzz...
I removed the Beta version of msn and downloaded another one, which is msn version 8.1, it's okay actually but I was so desperated to use the cool skin for msn which ONLYYY works with the version 8.5.. so yea, I REMOVED the version 8.1 msn and installed the 8.5 one. Zzzzz...
NOW here I come online and my MSN somehow MISSINGGG!!!
My Lord where'd it go? and now I'm uninstalling and gonna install it again.

so anyways, today I....

Went to OldTown Coffee at Bangsar South for breakfast about 9.30am. The environment of the place is damn nice, haha. It's so greenish. My dad found out that the shop is 12,000 squarefeet. It's huge, like 10 apartments? :O

But it still failed to change my mind to loveeeee coffee! I really don't like the bitterness. So.. I kept on adding more and more sugar. Gonna get diabetes -.-

Went to BV after that. Had a haircut which I quite satisfy with. =)

I guess nothing much else for today. So ciao!

*I'm sooo in love with the song EMPTY by the click five yo! and the lyrics are touching T____T

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Dear Katrina,

I don't really know how to tell you this, but I’ll join the monastery. I think I realized it when your drawf bit me under the bus and I saw you sit on the crazy monk. I'm sure you're middle-class enough to understand that I’m open. I'm returning your ring to you, but I'll keep your left ear as a memory. You should also know that I told in my confession today about Oprah Winfrey imitations .

Go burn,
Yi Sin.

I found this kinda funny. HAHA. and Katrina pls dun take it seriously =)

I tag Kat, and whoever who wanna do this =D

a Saturday after the exams.

Well, kinda. It's time for temporary relaxing!!!
I'm happy, but yet I feel my life is kinda meaningless. lol

It's only sleeping, eating, watching tv programmes, smsing and online-ing.

And yea, when I was checking my hotmail inbox, there was this email about abortion forwarded by dear Katrina. It caught my attention! haha, well, basically I read every forward mail... I find them interesting.

The pictures were so pityful!!! and it got stuck in my head. Poor Timothy kena annoying by me talking about the mail and all that. lol

But still, the babies had chance to stay right. Some ppl are just too cruel to do abortion.
Haha... Well, I still have nothing to against those people la. The thought just strikes you know.


I've decided to do this.

State 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself. The 10 people I tag are to then follow my footsteps and write their own 15 weird things/habits and little known facts.and so, here it goes. 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about myself are :


1. I desperate for cool skins for my MSN.
2. I neglected online games after a time period playing it. lol
3. I'm too dependence.
4. I dislike denying when anyone asks me about my relationship. I would rather tell the truth
5. I don't like being threatened. I will rebel instead of listening to you in that situation.
6. I must have a pillow to cuddle while sleeping.
7. I bring my phone almost everywhere. Except for school
8. I have another phone exclusively for smsing.
9. My nose, neck and face are super-duper sensitive to dust.
10. My arms are sentivite to the fluorine in swimming pools.
11. My phones are always in vibrate mode.
12. I could stay in my room for whole day without eating.
13. I have 2 pairs of glasses but none of my friends has seen me wearing them in real.
14. This year is the first year that I actually have new year resolutions and try hard to make them come true.
15. I don't really have time to read books. Once I have to stop reading and continue after a while, I completely forget what I've read.

I'm veryyy sorryyyy

I have not been online-ing throughout the whole week of the exams. Was so despressing and frustrated of the heck much of things to revise. I couldnt finish to do so. So.. obviously I screwed my exams. Lol. But I'm actually not regretting it.

So well, evey single paper was tough. In diferent way.
BM was okay, not as tough as I thought, but I still don't have faith in getting high marks.
English, I guess I kinda got the point wrong for the paper 2, essay based on the novel.
Maths was.. to think about it now, it was tough but yet easy. @___@. But my time management was BAD.
Moral was tricky as always.
Sejarah was a killer. Didn't study much for it, it was hell-a-lot to study. 10 chapters.
Geografi was okay-lah.
Arts wasssssss... FINE. lol

For conclusion/ the better, kesimpulan, I was killed over the examssss..
And I can't find what's so hard getting into a better class. No matters how hard we try, we need the luck. Maybe it ONLY depends on our luck. Oh weeellll...

And now.... I'm resting my sky drops yo! I don't know what I am talking about.

Last 2 papers are on next Thursday and Friday.

*Let's count the hours until I will temporary get rid of suffering, be a bit more happy and have someone to accompany me. Now is 11.43pm. And it's about 12 hours until then. I better hit the bed now and believe in the statement "time flies fast".