Wednesday, June 8, 2011

mizchu

Like my favourite song you're a little overplayed,
and like last summer, those memories of you will never fade...

Checked my tweets about 3 months ago, freedom was all to myself and I loved the contentment it gave me. Now what am I? Feeling so empty in your absence.
It's a give and take thing, but if one keeps giving, what can the other one do? Simply taking it for granted, no?

Watched a video on youtube, all I've learnt from it is that not everyone deserves a second chance, I'm guessing I'm one of them. You said, what is done is done, clearly stated there's no compensation can be done. And besides letting it go what can I do?

It's as if I'm holding a glass while you're pouring boiling water to it, it soon pours out and I HAVE to let go of it. Oftentimes, I personally think that giving up is forced by the environment, or the other party.

I'm thinking if my life is a little TOO lucky.
Whenever I'm sad, there's always someone who is willing to cheer me up (but usually not the one I thought I needed the most).
I have a bunch of them who showed me that they really care...
I never had to face and adapt a sudden change in life...
I certainly hope there's no hidden meaning to it because I always thought behind every good thing, bad things await. Since I've been so pretty darn lucky, if bad things await, it must be catastrophic ones... =/

when I say it's okay, it only means it hurts but you wouldn't care if I told you...