Saturday, September 25, 2010

sony T99D



Ain't it gorgeous? (:

It's gonna be a really long time before I can get it.
Sometimes I wonder, do I really need to work so hard in saving money just to get a damn compact camera when everyone else gets it effortlessly?
After all, I just wanna know how it feels like to be on my own for once and try my best to appreciate my belongings.
Worth it?
So much for this learning process. I've been telling myself to be appreciative for 2 yrs now. I don't really know the purpose. Maybe I've lost someone who's truly important to me, or maybe I simply don't wanna be a take-things-for-granted brat.

I'm pretty sure this gorgeous camera is gonna be owned by someone who's more awesome than me. Ngeh D:

I miss you. Sigh.

Maybe the best I can do is not showing you any feelings, so that I won't get hurt knowing you don't feel the same.

Friday, September 24, 2010

Wiped out. Totally hating mixed feelings. Sigh.

It's funny how we make someone important in our lives when they don't give two shyts bout us.

I wish I could read your personality as clear as the words you wrote on the wall.

I miss you.

On the other hand, I have absolutely no idea what to do. I enjoy talking to you, but I don't want history to happen again. It's frustrating when you loose someone you appreciate.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

You've put on such an entertaining show. (:

Happy mooncake festival, people! =D

Enjoyed eating Lychee Greentea mooncake though. =D


Praline and cream + chocolate chip cookie dough = <3 , total indulgence and guilty pleasure

Monday, September 20, 2010

Meat-kini

School resumed today, I guess I'm slowly getting used to it. Gotta kick ass in studies. (:
Not I want to, just HAVE to. Get my drift?

Had extreme fun today with them guys. Laugh goes viral, when you cry, crouch in the corner with only your lonely self.

I was all good until the WE started quarreling. My mood was totally ruined, seriously.
I got criticized for using " =.= "
SMS doesn't determine whether I am a good friend, if you think I'm rude and no good then stay away, I can't possibly do anything bout your hatred towards me.
As if millions of people aren't using =.= emoticon, it's just an emoticon for heaven's sake!
and you're definitely not someone who knows me enough to hear exactly how I sound through the smses. You went on picking on my mistake forever,
In the end, you accused that I need serious help. I said you need to learn forgive and forget. You said I'm the last person to teach you that, I replied I certainly don't need help from you. Is that what you want?
I just hate senseless and stupid questions, it's just my nature I can't stand it, is it fully my fault? D:


on the brighter note,


The talk show host/comedienne and animal-rights organization are taking issue with Lady Gaga’s latest envelope-pushing “garment,” as pictured on this foreign Vogue Hommes cover.

DeGeneres grilled (hey-o!) Gaga on her chat fest — which began its eighth season — this morning, saying “I get most of your outfits. You have the meat bikini on and now the meat dress…because I’m vegan…What is the purpose of the meat?”

To which Gaga responded:

“Well, it is certainly no disrespect to anyone that is vegan or vegetarian,” Gaga said. “As you know, I am the most judgment-free human being on the Earth. However, it has many interpretations, but for me this evening if we don’t stand up for what we believe in and if we don't fight for our rights, pretty soon we’re going to have as much rights as the meat on our bones. And, I am not a piece of meat.”


“In her line of business, Lady Gaga has a hard time being ‘over the top,’ and wearing a dress made from cuts of dead cows is offensive enough to bring comment, but someone should whisper in her ear that there are more people upset by butchery than impressed by it—and that means a lot of young people will not be buying her records if she keeps it up. … Meat is the decomposing flesh of an abused animal who didn’t want to die, and after time spent under the TV lights, it would smell like the rotting flesh that it is and likely be crawling in maggots—not too attractive, really. If Lady Gaga continues to wear meat, the perfect accessory would be a PETA vegetarian/vegan starter kit.” - Gotcha, G

Despite those comments, I still support Lady Gaga. At the very least, she has the initiative to stand up for the rights we all deserve, what about YOU, those who commented.

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Day 5 - MY definition of love

You sure know that love is patient love is kind. I totally believe that :)

I'd say there are many types of love.
-oh gosh, why does it sound like an essay-
I'd figured it's better if I confess now, rather than when everything's too late.

Friends

Know that I truly appreciate ya'll just the way you are. Don't pretend, I love you for what you are, not your 2nd face. We're at the same pace, no one is inferior to anyone. I'll be by your side anytime you need me. I promise to be a good friend.

Family

I'm learning how not to take everything you give for granted. =)
Know that you're the most important ones in my life.

My belongings

I'm sorry if I drop you on the floor, it's just my nature. D:
Know that I love you =)

there comes the shallow one,

Relationship

What can I say more bout this? It's all puppy love at this age, don't live in denial. I was a fool once and I'm sick of it. Nothing lasts forever and NO, your love-of-your-life can't be that 'NOTHING'
It's just another form of friendship damage.


Is there any more? I can't think of any.

Well, last but not least,

I really do appreciate even the slightest changes you guys made in my life, I wouldn't be who I am without ANYONE of you. Good or bad I shouldn't be the judge, but I know I've changed tremendously these few years.
I've grown wiser.
I've learnt life lessons the hard way and ain't regretting it.

Saturday, September 18, 2010

We forget all too soon the things we thought we could never forget. We forget the loves and the betrayals alike, forget what we whispered and what we screamed, forget who we were.

Note to self

You should never give yourself a chance to fall apart

because, when you do it, it becomes a tendency and it happens over and over again. You must practice staying strong, instead.

I sure am lying if I say it's okay to pretend.
I'm not so sure, I have absolutely no idea why most of the people are double-faced. Are you happy with it?
Cause I dread to stay with you, I can't survive in your world where you just keep pretending so perfectly like it runs in your blood.
Tell me how to pretend so that I'll be a happy child.

I hope you disappear in my life, honestly.

How you claimed how much you hate that person but in the end you STILL are clinging to, well, that person. I don't get the logic.

I have principles in life. I don't go around pretending I love my enemy. and now it becomes my weakness. What's wrong with the world?

So, I'm left with no choice but to PRETEND TO SURVIVE?


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From BryanOng's blog :

I don’t get it sometimes. People tend to assume everything. From the beginning till the end. They judge. They jump to the conclusion. And I don’t like it.

People are leaving because of this attitude they’re having. They judge, then they assume. And they don’t like what they found. So they leave.


blardy true.




Tuesday, September 14, 2010

I'm sick. Feeling nauseous now. I guess this is the result having
Mcdonald's Sausage Mcmuffin for breakfast
Haagen Dazs and fried rice from Chatterbox

Pizza Hut for dinner



and

letting instant noodles become your best friend,
seeking for 5 mins nap on the couch become your hobby.

Sunday, September 12, 2010

of food and gladiator sandals


Day 3- What you ate today, in great detail

I'm sorry if the picture isn't nice, but I can ensure you it tasted heavenly delicious and it was mouthwatering, scrumptious and everything nice!

It's PERI-PERI CHICKEN from SUSHI KING.
In case you wanna give it a try. =)

Peri-peri usually means spicy.
It's made of chicken nuggets with teriyaki sauce, chili powder and mayonnaise. Dressed with carrot, cabbage and onion. Well, those are my top favourite veggies.
Ate it with rice, JAPANESE rice! So much nicer and filling. Side dishes are miso soup and chawanmushi. Loves.
Had yakult as the drink. Healthy choice. =P


and...... *drums roll*

I had this as dessert!



Ogura ice cream.
It's basically just vanilla flavoured ice cream with red bean paste. Pretty delectable.


Well, that's pretty much about it.
Hearty dinner I must say. =D



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Had great time at MV today, shopped for clothes! hehe. Well, didn't buy those gorgeous gladiator sandals though. D:


Now I regret not getting this shirt. Though it exposes the lala-ness in me. LOL


Yours truly. (:

When love isn't a dream anymore



I guess I'm not being able to express whatever I'm currently feeling. Sigh.

You made today really enjoyable yet unbearable. If it makes sense.
It was bittersweet.

Bitter because it reminded me all the reasons why I loved you.
Sweet because it reminded me you've always been the one who cares for me, even the littlest things in life.

It was really awesome to see you driving.

I'm guilty when you say you're gonna be insomnia till the day we go out again, and you don't know when to look forward to. My heart drops hearing that. D:

I promise I'll be the one you can ALWAYS count on, and I promise there's next time, unless melodramatic changes happen in my life.

so much for wonderful Sunday



I was looking forward to shopping with Jian until WengSum told me my accs class is at 1pm 2moro. Real -nuggets.

Then the drama continues this morning. I had to wake up at 9am (slept at 3am) and sms to double confirm with the teacher, what happened? SHE DIDN'T FREAKING REPLY. The hell? You left me out and didn't inform me. I wasn't pissed off about it before 2 hours of waiting for your reply.
I had to tell my dad before you could reply
and THEN he would ask, did you confirm with your teacher?
No.
Whydidntyouconfirmwithherbeforetellingme?!

YOU TELL ME WHAT SHOULD I DO? I'm not intelligent enough to prevent this from happening okay? Get outta my way if you're gonna ruin my life. Peace.

Saturday, September 11, 2010

of Dt and Kt

Hi, my blog ain't your advertising space FYI.
ThankYouVeryMuch.

I dare not to say I've done my accounts project really. I've said it bout 5 times and yet my tuition teacher keeps changing stuff. Well, now that I'm done with the numbering, let's just hope there's no more changes. =)
I hate changes.

I guess the penghargaan in the project is really shallow. and since I feel like saying thanks to people, here goes.

I really appreciate what my tuition teacher's done. Without her we really wouldn't know what the heck are we supposed to do. Whether she is paid to teach us or not, Thank you, Mdm Leong =)
and also for the time when you lent your laptop.
So pitiful that her name isn't supposed to appear in the penghargaan. Ngeh.

Thank you dad for buying the cartridge. LOL.

I personally think the project is not worth it. It's only 10 marks in SPM, we still have another upcoming project in form 5, what the heck?

wasted papers, electricity, sleeping hours, studying hours, RM150, melodrama, heartbreaking moments and it equals to 10marks in SPM, ONLY. The hell.

I seriously don't know what are you thinking bout. I guess our educational system is on the wrong track here.


Eat, Pray, Love

“ People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that’s what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life.
A true soul mate is probably the most important person you’ll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave.
A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master…”

Friday, September 10, 2010

SelamatHariRaya

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI to all my muslim friends


Today was indeed a productive day.
Went to KLCC bookfest 2010 for 3 hours. This shows how passionate we are bout reading, no? =D
Basil @ BangsarVillage for lunch, then headed to accs tuition.

I've been told there's an Indian festival going on 2moro.
so, HAPPY CHARTURTHI FAST!!
hehe. We, Malaysians are all united.
Thx Hema for telling me <3>

Thursday, September 9, 2010

IMY

I miss you
I read old texts from you and wish things were back like how they used to be.
Isn't it
Funny how we used to be extremely close, now we're complete strangers.
"Hey whatcha doing with a girl like that?" I hope you'll soon realize
When you finally let go of the past, something better comes along.
and that'd be me, because
I'm still thinking of you, even if I don't text you.
I guess you'll never know
The worst thing is being forgotten about by someone you will never forget.
Sometimes, I wonder if I'm dreaming for something that won't happen, because
I wish I was as important to you, as you are to me.
Don't fail me, as I never wanna feel this again -
You think you are close to someone but realise they don't care.
I shouldn't and
I promise not to view your page anymore so I won't hurt myself.
I really wanna tell you this, and hope you understand
It's sad when someone you know becomes someone you knew.
I hate that feeling like you're getting replaced by someone else.


Well, lines in black are the groups I joined on Facebook and I find them quite true. =)
and this post is my confession.

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

get a grip

I finally get my butt to continue the 30days challenge. =P

Today I'm suppose to write on my parents, in great detail.

Well, I'm all thankful to have them, because I won't be who I am now without them.

My dad, he made me a rather organized and thoughtful person. He's always been there to remind me I have to plan things ahead, even the littlest things in life. Indirectly, I'm prepared for almost everything in life. He's made me into a hygiene freak, too. LOL. I spend hours cleaning up my room before I start studying.

My mom's always been caring. Whenever we go Starbucks, no coffee for me cause she's afraid I can't sleep at night. Heh. I always look at the bright side although it sucks not having awesome coffee at Starbucks, with her. She'd try her best to help me in studies whenever I fall. And now, because I love them beyond words can tell, I've decided to work hard on my own.

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Had a deep and fruitful conversation with Bryan Ong. =)
I'm glad to meet all of ya'll in the choral speaking. Sometimes I ponder if I should attend the outing but the stalkers part is rather annoying.

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OMG I must say I'm freaking talented I just fixed the toilet flush! kthxbai.

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p/s: I just discovered another hidden talent of mine. BAKING!
Woots. Well, not really. I just baked those cornflakes cookies. Heh. Cookies cause I didn't have baking cups at home. Pffft. The best thing is, this is the first time and I've got compliments. =P

Was trying out the new DVD player we bought. To me it's okay, I mean, I'm not fascinated like the rest of my family is. LOL.
Cause all I want is iPod touch 4G.
Gorgeous, I've finally found you. How to get it IS the problem. D:

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pps : It's so darn annoying to see your posts on my news feed. damnit. You're such an attention seeker, get outta my way.

Sunday, September 5, 2010

I feel like a terrible human being.

If you could have one chance to seek forgiveness, whom will it be from?

THERE is a time and place for everything. Indeed, it was only a matter of time before this day was decided upon. Last week, a group of individuals and organisations jointly declared Sept 5 as Say Sorry Day.


It's 12.03am now, considered 5th Sept.


I hereby apologize for whatever wrong I've done =)

I know there are times I'd be disrespectful when I wasn't in the mood, exhausted and whatnot. I didn't mean it though.

Friday, September 3, 2010

I don't wanna be a heartbreaker anymore.

I feel like dying. Ngeh D:

I have to get loads of things done yet I have absolutely no idea where to start.
Unorganized? Don't blame me, I'm exhausted.

Getaway's with the lovely bunch of sweethearts is definitely worth looking forward to. <3

Emotions hit me like hurricane.
I wish I have the power to acknowledge it b4 it crunches its grinding steps in my miserable life.

What am I talking about? Sigh.

I wish you'd give me the chance to stay by your side.
Kat, here you go. <3


( *`ω´)
♪(´ε` )
(^O^☆♪

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

you.

I wish if I miss you hard enough, you'll acknowledge that someone's waiting for you out there.