Emoness kills!

Was chatting with a few tuition mates last night, it was fun and...
the most unexpected thing could ever happen among the guys eventually happened...?

This makes you wonder, what was it?

Here the story goes,

For the fun of it, we invited Jon to join our conversation. Jeevan, he teased Jon with Jane. We know he was just kidding but Jon got really, really pissed off.

Like, this is one of the most common things would happen among friends right? But then, they fought because of it. Both of them turned to be emo as ever.

They left the conversation one after another. Ahhhh... quite dramatic?


so anyway! Personally I think guys can be really really emo at times. At certain, most random and finest things!

yea, I know girls are almost the same, almost.

p/s: My eyes are getting really exhausted looking at the comp... argh.. XD

hah.

I'm bored and this is what I found at someone's site. =)
oh and I installed SDO-X again in my comp, now can play =X

Rules :
- Pick your birth month .
- Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you .
- Bold (or italicize) the best apply to you .
- Copy to your own blog , with all twelve months .
- Tag 10 people

January

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

February

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

March

Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

April

Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

May

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

June

Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills.Talk ative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

July

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties instudy ing. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

August

Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

September
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

October
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

November
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

December
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor.

--and my birthday month is :

March
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally

honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others.

Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns

kindness(sometimes). Observant assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and f

antasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners.

Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody(lol).

Horror

I went for Quarantine with Tim on Saturday =D

It's actually not scary but the people who are infected by some unknown infection are bloody and it makes the movie LOOK scary, but it's not. Because It's not supposed to be a horror movie! Come on. =)

I admit, I was scared in the beginning of the movie but I chilled soon after that.

But guess what?? We LEFT the theater halfway of the movie.
The bloody workers kept coming into the theater and they made us scared. Because we were under age, with illegal stuff to be brought in somemore!! What I mean is the bubble tea, haha. They suspected us when we came in, they asked for our IC's and we said we didn't bring, general answer for the under age ppl right? lol

So anyway, didn't do much except for lepaking around Mid Valley. It could be quite boring there but what to do right? Haha.

Oh yea,

Twilight

I was influenced by some of the ppl, who were crazy reading the Twilight saga, but nah, I guess reading all of them is such a waste of time. So I was waiting for the movie =D

& do you know that they actually shortened the books into one? O__O

I was shocked! but anyway...

lol, I'm not as crazy as they ppl, I just wanna know in detail what's Twilight about.

but hey! I'm currently being banned from going out for the rest of hols!! haha, the HORROR!! So I guess I won't be able to watch the Twilight movie =(

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Boredom is currently killing me! I miss you people! I miss school too! Okay I mean, I can't wait to see the new comers on orientation day!

Oh btw! Did you know that I've lost my blazer, and nametag. I totally forgot to bring it back home. Dayeeemmmm... xD

My life's always been nice to me, I have great friends. Based on that, one of them - Thaca, she's always been helping me when I lost something, like tie, and now- nametag and blazer.

She actually found it at Teratak and brought it back home! Awww! I have fell in love with you so badly Thaca! It's so amazing =P

Oh thank you God for making it happen. Amazing friends and things that happened.

FYI prefect camp(so called) 08, I've lost my tie. Not exactly lost but yea, I lended it to someone which I dunno who was it in the camp as they needed it. When the camp was ending, I just took a tie without seeing the name, I thought it was definitely mine.

The 2nd day I went to school, Ka Jeng didn't have a tie, I looked at mine, like damnit! It's Ka Jeng's, which means I didn't have a tie with me now, it's a Monday! Khiari is certainly gonna kill me.

As I said, I have great friends, so I managed to borrow it from Wong, my great friend since form 1, eh? Somehow he managed to borrow from some of his friend so he didn't kena the denda thingy! Smart ass!! lol

Plus! after all, I told Thaca about it, she said she brought an extra tie home which she found somewhere in school. So... she gave it to me, and I was lucky to escape from, to be fired? lol

.....................

I'm bored la.
I'm tired la.
I've got nothing to do la.

lol

I'm so lifeless and I'm so sleepy now T___T

btw, 2 more days left!!

and I can go out on Saturday! YAY!! =X

*gasp*

5 HOURS OF TUITION FROM 2MORO ONWARDS!

and it lasts for 5 days!

It's so depressing to even think about it. I'm only looking forward to the break in between the 2 sections of tuition. But I guess I've to eat Mcd's for 5 days :(
Well, 2moro I'm going to Lavina's house for her b'day party during the break. Wonder what cake we are gonna buy from Berry's. =X

I'm missing the mango cake from secret recipe so badly!

I don't have mood to do anything now. I wanna save my energy for tuition. *gasps*
I've refused to study or even read. Sorry :(
Nah I'm not lazy lazy but I want my break T___T
and you won't know that. :(


I'll definitely fall asleep in class. So depressing!!!


and I wan't my holidays like the others!!! T____T


This world is so unfair. :(

To Keep Dancing Wherever We Go Next.

Hello. =D

my school's already over. Nah, I don't feel happy.. but I can feel the pressure as PMR is drawing nearer and nearer and NEARER.

So the day b4 my school ends, Cekal ppl got their positions in standard and so on. Atiqah said, "I saw the namelist and it stops at 34 (for the cekal ppl), which means you'are gonna get 35 in standard. And I got 40." my first reaction was, "I'm quite dumb then." xD

Anyways, if I was 40 there's nothing much I could do about it right? I was satisfied with it first I heard that, it's not lke I'm smart or anything, but just to accept it as it is. Then, I was chatting with few ppl from cekal. My position was still left hanging because my percentage was 82. Some ppl who had 80% , their positions was 12+ and the one who had 83% was 4th in standard. As you know, I'm quite a pessimist. I thought I was gonna get 10th or something. Or I was kinda, dumb. I even thought I would get 15th or 16th. =_____=

And the last day of school for me, I went to Cik. Farhana to check our marks, positions and so on since en. Rajahan is busy with his ketua post in SMK Bangsar. I was first in my class and, 5th in standard. Good enough and I'm happy with it.

As I said, I really would like to thank GOD for making all 3 of my b'day wishes come true. and also for sending me an angel to always care for me and, love me. =P

So, I would like to give all the credits to my darling =X, he really helped me alot and,

to stand my emoness throughout the whole time of finals. I feel pityful for him now.

Lol. and I love you too. =X

My gratitude also to my tuition teachers. They made who I am, I mean, I was dumb and hopeless, Maybe I still am but slightly better and you can see improvements in my academics.

Lastly of course my family and friends who helped. Anyways, thanks everyone who is involved. I'm not making it big but just to thank you all. Because I know if there was only myself, I wouldnt get an achievement like this.

Oh yea, I also would like to thank those who gave a challenge to me. I appreciated it.

Many of you guys have congratulated me. Thanks so much and I appreciate it.

Of the whole form 2 year, when it comes to an end, I see LOVE AND SACRIFICES between the couple in my class. You know who =P

I also see cunning-ness of the ppl who tried to cheat in changing their marks, You know who you are. I ain't gotten my first place just like that, I found that out.

I don't know what...

How I hope that I'm still a kid now T__T
Where you actually don't know what is sad, you were naive and you think the world is wonderful! and you were always cheerful and so on. and yea, adults like kids =D
because of their smiles. I guess. awww *melts*

haha. So I guess I'm satisfied with everything in my life currently. I have my birthday wishes which I really hope it to be real. Which is something general but It's something I really need. My birthday is still a long time to go. T____T but anyways, still great right knowing what I really want. =P

I really sincerely truthfully saying this, I MISS YOU!!!

yea, you.

you!!! :(

I really hope you'll be okay very soon T__T

I always hope to be with you T___T but nvm...

lol. and I'm looking forward to talk to you peacefully, I miss it so badly :(

and this too, I loveeee you >.< *hugs tightly*

I know I'm stupid or maybe dumb >.< to make you pissed off and emo everytime, T___T

I really wanna apologize to you. :(

accept that T__T

uh... I really realise I'm that dumb. I always do stupid stuffs :( :( :(

I don't wanna make u pissed off or emo or anything bad but I'm just so dumb and I always do wrong stuff
awww... :(


I'm dumb and I'm sorry :(

everyone

Everyone is just so sad now :(

I'm talking about EVERYONE. I just found out, actually every each one of us has something which stops us from being happy. Maybe in life we just can't be really happy, when we are, something bad will strike so we can't be happy. Lol.

I really would take the deal that a moment for me to be truly happy, there will be 10 moments of sadness. I really wanna be happy.

3rd day :(

It's only the 3rd day of the 3 weeks we have to go through. I already feel half dead... and there's hell alot of hw every single day, everything dues on the next day too. Terribleeee...

So today in school I went to my class as usual and I saw everybody was crowded there. Aqilah brought the monopoly which is super high tech. LOL, it seems awesome but I didn't play with them afterwards. You know I'd just, make the game die. Lol.

Played uno cards with Zi Yet and all those ppl,
Nabila is damn good at playing Snap and Yarlini is good at Speed :)
nice players... but when I play you know I'd just use the maximum time to finish it lol.
and Kishore made me stunned!!!!! When he was around my brains would just stop functioning you know and I waited like 1min after the game has started... zzzzzz... he scolded me until the whole school corridor could hear I tell you when I ask him to go to library again! lol.
I wonder if I would have something else to do except for messing up with the games. Haha and I was sick but unfortunately teachers made me run here and there. When I reached class I was half dead and sorry Vatsala, I didn't mean to reject following you to go to staffroom but I was just, yea I guess I just can't be anymore exhausted? xD

anyways, so yea last night was the weirdest night I ever had. Lol... But at least now, I feel better. Which is... kinda good la. lol but I hope it doesn't come to me again tonight >.<

of you, dumb hw

All the bad things just fall on me pls?
Just treat me as bad as you can and make my life fill with as much sadness as possible till I d i e.

ButterButterButterButter!!!!!!

Damn I loveeeeeeeeee butter!!!! :)

Lol, i find it actually tastes good. I dun like peanut butter. LOLOL but yea. and I guess I dun really like fruit jam too... especially the sweet-to-death strawberry flavour ones.
& I just HAVE to control the amount of breads when everytime I actually get addicted eating bread with butter... It's just, too much. You'll know... lol


So today school actually bored me. Maybe not really but... yea, I didnt have much time to be in my own class... so anyways it doesnt really matter to me...
I helped en. Rajahan with collecting the textbooks and all that. Then he actually SAID I dun have to carry all this by myself and let the boys to do it!! But ended up Lavina and Zi Yet were carrying the hell heavy books by themsleves. ANDDDD they scolded me for not carrying anything!!! So unfair... lol. So I felt bad and I carried too. Small matter. We brought the books to bilik boss and en Chua talked to me for a while and so...
Zi Yet said that she was forced to carry 20kg of rice!!! Fan tong, you should do work.
I, for the first in my lifetime, had carried 10kg of rice, only.

We went to auditorium after that, they had this dancing practice. Aneesha, Umesh and Pavallam were in it too. Great job :)
but Najhan, see this! You entertained us with a bit of laughter!!! hahahahaha....
It's so crappy I tell you, I can never ever dance like THAT. So awesome, maybe I'm dumb... but well...

oh yea and I've forgotten. I'm stuck with 1cekal for 3 duty changes, can you imagine how long is that? And basically they will never listen to me. ALL, I really mean ALL of the so-not-matured guys. None of them ever kept quiet. So I got VERY pissed off. Of everytime I would say, PLS keep quiet and they wouldn't listen. At least I said pls and keep quiet to you but you never listened, what would I do to you IS my matter, because you didnt listen. Correct, no?
Today some guy named Piravin or something, he was passing the damn water bottle and laughing away with his friend. Come on what's so funny about he bottle, you have never seen it izzit? And you could make hell alot of noise!!!
So I ask him, "what the HELL you are doing here? You better shut up."
So the most noisiest guy who can never keep quiet said:" dun say shut up"
So I talked back, I asked him to SHUT UP. and he was like:"I say DUN SAY SHUT UP! and dun say what the hell."
He's probably going to complain to the mum, the sister and the brother.
But what can I say is, I was really pissed off with you guys.

and after school is tuition :(

3 freaking hours. You better pity me!!! hahaha
So it started with sir teaching us maths. Seriously he is THE expert in maths. No doubt.
Once when he was pronouncing yagini's name wrongly so we all laughed. He got pissed off, and scolded us badly! It was scary and the fact that I always laugh, I mean for some reasons only me and myself know but others won't know. He always said we are idiots and laughed at nothing. Actually everyone laughs sure got their own reasons right? But it's just that we dun wanna tell you. Nothing much else... we are not idiots either. Because you wouldn't have accepted idiots to join your tuition too. xD

Destroy MidValley!!

I guess I wanna go out, soon. Hanging out around the malls with hyperness and randomness sounds pretty cool and is my desire for now.
and I wanna feel "conquer the whole theater".
you know right? :)

MSN BORED ME TO DEATH and I guess it's pretty much like a living hell for me right now.

Anyways, I've got nothing to do now. Pretty lifeless la. Daily routine will be slightly different from 2moro on. Uh... less smsing and get an increase of tuition time.
Very awesome. But I hope I'll enjoy it.
everything only happens once in a lifetime, come on. :)
Perhaps I'll be in love with tuition sometime after graduating? lol xD


*how how how how how?*
This is all my heart tells. I dunno is my answer. XD
I'm really scared right now and of course I hope things will get better.
Let it be an occasion, I never wanted things to get outta what it was supposed to be, sincerely. And I never wanted limits in between.

I've obtained 88% for my maths. Nice numbers. Raymond was the HIGHEST in my class with 90%. Congrats =D

and, everybody cheers! :)

***I guess I get to know you more everytime when we're having real talks, maybe its what we call heart-to-heart. I like it :)

Leave Out All The Rest.

It's a nice song. (:
But how nice it sounds I guess you'd need to feel what the song is about.
Now I guess I do feel and maybe, you can say experiencing the story of the song?
>.<
sounds so pathetic la but yea.

Really, dun resent me anymore. I know "sorry" doesnt mean anything to you anymore but I really feel sorry to you. What you want me to do to erase all the negative thoughts you have towards me? Whatever I do, you still will think what you think it is.

I'm really so sorry and I feel EXTREMELY bad. Extremely.