Saturday, May 29, 2010

whoever wants me or wishes me to die,
do I look like I care?
I can't be bothered. So, keep your mouth shut will ya?


What do you think life is?
To me it's practically nothing. What do we live for? People go on fighting for money, commit crimes. I've come across money is so important that nobody can live without it. But is it fair? Maids are being tortured just to earn money for their families. Some kids are starving just because they don't have money. Poor people begging for stuff also because they don't have money. SO DOES IT MEAN THEY HAVE TO DIE WITHOUT MONEY? This just isn't fair.
Life should be simple. But money seems to make everyone happy. Why the heck is this?

On the other hand, do rich people really appreciate what they have? Oh this is too dramatic but I think they spend money like water. Okay, I'm just referring to some of them.
Do you think re-marry after your ex-wife has died is worth your money? Okay you need someone, but the truth is your young wife is possibly waiting to take over your will.

We work so hard in life, what do we get when we die? NOTHING. So why do we live for? To make ourselves proud in less than 100 years time is it? Ahh, yes. Life's a sad game. Your parents spend so much on your education and to think of it, when you die, it's all wasted. You probably get a good job which earns so much. So life is all about spending and re-gaining.
SO BORING.

The worst thing is, money can break bonds between people. Enough said.

oh yes, someone even said my soul will go to hell. It's great. I don't give a damn. Hell or heaven is just AFTERlife. I don't even care bout life so you get the hint. I don't care being burned or what crap there is. Sins that I've commited in, I'll accept the punishments. (If that ever exists)

I believe when I have to go I can't do anything. I don't mean that I will purposely go and get knocked down by some car. Just.... I don't have any regrets if that's gonna happen to me the next second.

Friday, May 28, 2010

19 down 5 more to go.


DAMN THAT SOUNDS LIKE FOREVER right. =/




I'm okay. So I guess it has come to an end =)
Maybe we just have to let go of whatever doesn't belong to us.

Friday, May 21, 2010

原来,放低一个人,最后是被对方逼出来的…


Argh. Screw my life.



=)))

Monday, May 17, 2010

have you ever been outta the picture, then you watch whoever you like from far that he's with another girl, such happiness and can't find a spot where you belong to.

Do you even care how would I feel seeing you drawing another pic with another girl and I'm already outta your life?

Burst into tears but I know, my tears just don't worth.

Wish you happiness with her.

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

your love is like a drug I shouldn't have taken

IF YOU'RE GONNA READ TO GET YOUR SOURCE OF GOSSIPS. DON'T PROCEED.

Neither do you go on reading it if you're not going to care, but think "oh she isn't as strong as I thought".

No questioning for just ANYTHING. I'm sorry.


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I must admit that life gets in a way, just anytime when you don't expect it to.

Have you ever felt that someone makes you feel so important and irreplaceable, but in the end it's just a lie.

Have you ever tried when everyone walks out of your life along with your most loved one?

Everyone hates someone in this world, seriously. I hate you, you hate me. So I don't really care anymore.

Hate me love me, you decide.
If I'm not worth to be your friend, back off.

and why care when someone thinks you don't make a difference to their lives?

The thing is, if you don't need me, I won't need you.
If you can live without me, I can live without you, too.

If you wanna walk out of my life, you're most welcome.
and thanks for providing me a training ground to become stronger.

Believe or not believe whatever you said?
Believe is probably because I love you.
Don't believe cause I've finally come to my senses.

Because I don't wanna beg you on ground again for something I need and you just won't help.

or because I should let go of whatever doesn't belong with me.

Without anyone, I'm still who I am.
Without anyone, I still have to live my life to the fullest.


BEING TOO NICE GETS YOU NOWHERE. I swear.

Thursday, May 6, 2010

Glad that I realized there's nothing I should regret doing in life no matter it might lead me to the wrong way, change me, or simply just make me loose things that I cherish so much. If you've never done wrong you'd never learn, every lesson costs you a price right? ;P
Whatever belongs to you, will come back to you.

Nothing much actually. It's just a random thought =) We should make the best outta just EVERYTHING, everything.

our awesome school had organized the amazing race 2010. It was really challenging yet fun ;P.
Well, we drank carrot+onion+celery juice, we run past the station master, we found an eraser which was hidden deep down in the sandpit, we coloured WORLD WIDE FLAGS (=X), we are so much smarter than the kindergarden kids that we could spell letters backwards. We ran zigzag with a cup filled with water when the water was dripping. Awesome no?


I'm thinking bout trying or not trying.