Shadows.

I want a time machine.

it's about 79 days to PMR. I guess I need not to explain more on that right...? It's depressing!
OHHH NOOO. plus those extra classes they call "kelas intervensi"? Basically I reach home at 7+pm from Monday to Thursday. =(

I really don't find the purpose of PMR. Once a teacher told us that the students at some school in Terengganu got like... not more than 25/50 for english paper 2... but about half of them eventually got A for english in PMR?! Doesn't that mean we'll be alright if we ALL get average marks?! I personally think it's more to a majority thing... and I don't know why do people judge us by what position we get in exams... i mean, when it comes to PMR or SPM, do they even care what position you get?! or are you sure it'll be the same as how it is in the school?! All that people see is grades... and yes, the world is cruel as usual. Just imagine you've been preparing for 3 years and you take every exam seriously... and you fall ill on the most important day! or having a writer's block during paper 2's... aww man... =S
That's what I'm afraid of actually.

People will say you're stupid, they don't care what's the reason behind do they?


So we're having this maths programme which called "mentor and mentee" in our school... -.-
I'm not sure if I'm fortunate to get choosen by these 2 students... which I don't know any of them... and I can't be bothered to find out who are they honestly... not that I'm being mean, but I really think that I don't deserve to be their mentor in maths... I can't even help myself in it... =(

Help me?

and I guess I have to speak in BM while teaching them... mygoodness! I'm so not looking forward to it... I'm so sorry!! and the mentor's have to go onto the stage on monday to get some... thingy from the principal...


I guess that's all I wanna say... so... till then. =)