2008 - 2009.

Just a few more hours and it ends the best year I ever had. -sigh-
Many things beyond any of my expectations happened and they make this year the best.
I've got things that can purchase with money and also, something priceless and precious.

He's still the best. I still hope I could share everything with him regardless to sadness, sorrow, bitterness or happiness No regrets to know him and to leave, even. It's not you love someone and you must have them. I shall not grieve as it comes to an end. Let's not to be greedy and ask for more days you could be with the one you love, but to cherish the time we both had? Maybe one day with you was enough. I had more than it, so, be happy! Just walk by faith and if I missed out whatever belongs to me, I'll have it someday, right no?

I've been thinking bout how to cherish the last day of this year, obviously I don't get anything xD. Well... just... It's not the same as the years have past, this is unbearable than ever.

My hamster is dying. No she hasn't died yet, but is really sick. Makes me lose hopes that kinda sick. How I hope she could be healthy again like before she was. I feel really sad to see her. She's been with me for 2 year dy and I love her =(. If it's hard to live, just leave me. Although I can't bear with it but I really don't want to see you suffering too. I'll miss you, terribly. and Thank you for being with me for 2 long years.

So, eveything good and amazing that happened is ending as 2008 comes to an end. Awesome.

HAPPY 2009 everyone!!

though I don't think mine will be good.

012 sucked for the first time! It got jammed up like $^%&^ at 12am!! Lol. and what happened was the msg would be sent like so many times, doubled up the phone bills yea? XD

Sakura to Sasuke: "On that day, you told me that solitude is painful! I understand that so well right now. I have family and I have friends but if you're gone... To me... It will be the same as being alone."

would you?

I like the (I think)theme song from "I do?", which is chong bai.

Niceeee and meaningful lyrics. lol.



I had sandwich with HAM and CHEESEEEE for dinner!!!

FYI for some dumb reason, or rather I actually didn't even have a reason to avoid eating ham and cheese all the while, but now no more, I thinkkkk. ( see first ) Bleh!! They taste good no? =P



So today.... I went bv. Met Mike. Walked around in bv. Quite a nice day I guess.



My brains ain't functioning well and I'm soooo lazy to think! =(

Sorry Vatsala for not giving you any ideas on the starting of the essay.



How I hope I could sleep for days!!


School is reopening in a week time. =(
*yawn yawn*
& 2009 is coming in 3 days!
I so don't want it to happen. but I hope it'll turn out better than how I imagine it would be. =S





ps: I dislike IE.

OMG I'm overjoyed. Just got the belated christmas present from my dad since he was in HK for the celebration. It's a pink, Baby-G watch, costs a few hundreds.
I feel guilty getting it actually. =( because I know it's gonna get all the scratches on it soon, very soon. =(

she.

Kristen Stewart

Kristen Stewart

KRISTEN STEWART!!!

Gosh! She's drop dead gorgeous isn't she?

haha. How could I get obsessed over her?! xD

I loveeeeeee her hair!! It's like in a "messy is sexy" way. LOL.

but anyway, to me she looks gorgeous in every way! =D

she's good at acting too! =)

To the world you're somebody. To somebody, you're the world.

*yawn yawn yawn*

How I hope I could slap that worker's face...
ok maybe not the worker who made the hammer knocking sounds so it's to whoever did it.
Couldn't he start working a bit late and not to wake me up from sleep?
zzzzz....

and the worst was after waking me up the noises all STOPPED.

Grrrr... nvm nvm. Forgive and forget =P

I wanna watch

"I do?"
"honey and clover"
"It started with a kiss 2"


=D

In love with "an jing le" by S.H.E
another emo song. xD

I can't get my butt to study!! =(


why why why =(

I'm finding for a suitable blogskin though.

and KATRINA! Where are you? =(

I can't seem to find ur blog anymore =(

If leaving is the right thing to do, then I'll hurt myself to keep from hurting you, to keep you safe.

9 days

to school reopen.





I'm missing school!


and currently thinking about every bit of it.



I hope probation will start early in year 2009.
I hope they will hold a probate camp like what they did this year...




I loved sleeping on the cement floor.

I loved sleeping with Pui Yee!! ( HAHAHA, kidding. )

I loved the meeting that up to 2am and made me doze off in auditorium.

I loved that WE all had to wake up by 4am! =X

I loved to see the scenery and darkness in midnight. Pretty refreshing and enjoyable. ( lol )

I loved the pull that made us closer with one another.



just to make it short, I LOVED THE CAMPPP!!



but I'm pretty upset because form 3 year, gotta stop duty-ing after the probation or something I suppose. =(



Duty is boring yet addictive and interesting.

It doesnt make sense though. =S



I miss everyone!!


I miss Pui Yee and her "doesn't care-ness" LOL

I miss Vat, Vic and Thaca's "gangster-ness" in a nice way, they make real good friends.

I miss Katrina's "Boo!!"

I miss Lim Pei Ying's "aiyoo you keep eating and eating.." (I like that, haha )

I miss Su-Yi and her "Hi", the sweetest one. =)

I miss Leon and his.. hyper-ness and NOISY-NESS!!

I miss Li Ern and her talks.

I miss Li Huei and her visits when I was on duty. lol.



Too many to list out and my laziness striking..

I miss everyone and their everything. LOL.

Ok enough for this post already.. bye!



When life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations, it's not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end.

Dec.

This is like the most relaxing hols I ever had. Haven't been going out for quite a long time except for... clothes!! and uh... books. Like, "such a loser!!", I know.
But hey, it's time to rest! Haha, 2009 is gonna be a killer! xD

Hmm I guess BSC is not much different? =S But it's super duper happening! I hav no idea why but it seems like the rich ppl starting to go BSC for well, I dunno what.
oh yea, according to someone that there isn't foodcourt so most probably won't be going there when stayback's. HAHAHA.
-might be going ONCE in a year-
Well, inside joke you won't know.

I like the view from Pavilion =D

and the highlight, there's history madness on hols too. Mind you... XD
study study study and STUDY history!!! zzz..
School reopens = nightmare?
Sort of.