2nd post for today, because I've forgotten to post that......

• My class's got a new organisation,

which shows EXTREME racism. I don't think many of us are satisfied with it.
AJK English is now Ridzuan... (If I'm not mistaken anyway) I prefer Shannon. =)
I do not mean that Ridzuan isn't good but he might be more suitable for other post.
Su Jean isn't the monitor anymore! =( =(
and it goes to Muhammad.
To be frank, I'm totally not satisfied with it. We were passing the notes for arts yesterday and when I passed it to him, he STARED at the stack of papers I was holding! Like, don't you know that you're supposed to pass it down?! If he was doing something then it'd be fine, but he stared at it! Gosh!!

Wong's become the seni boy! HAHAHAHA. Very good to see him running up and down. =S.

• Facebook's disabled my old acc, again!

Man, they hate me. and I don't give a damn this time, cause I've made a new one. Muahaha. I'm gonna get into trouble if they're gonna ban my new acc. Lol, cause I've like 240 friends, imagine how annoyng is that to add the same person like 3 times?! Gosh..

Those days; I miss.

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed


But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand, ohhhh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

HIATUS man, hiatus!

Monday we're having HISTORY, maths and bm.
gotta mug 2 text books in 2 days or less, what bout the other subjects?! I'm totally dead, totally!

-sigh-

** wow, we're so SOO far apart =).

I've got 2 roses from Su Jean in pet society! =)
love you man. =DD. and thx!

oh yea, speaking of Facebook,
Aneesha, I hope you'll be okay very very soon. =)
I've read your note on Facebook and not like I was tagged by you, so I don't think I'm very much welcomed to comment on it eh? well anyway... I never wanna write long post on Facebook. =)
oh well, like you're gonna read my blog. . . but this is MY blog, so lay off. I'm gonna spill whatever I want to. =)

Just wanna tell you that you're very much like me. *haha* I don't think you get it but anyway, "Nobody really likes me" WAS so me!! If you'd know me more. I was once a pessimist but now, slightly better, I guess O.o
I know how it feels but don't be afraid to fall in love again! It's silly to be afraid because of what had happened. and It's unfair to you actually.

This world might be cruel most of the time but friends are the only thing that worth living for. =)
True friends will never ever leave you no matter what. They proved me wrong for thinking everyone on Earth is just fake. and yes, I'm glad to have ya'll. I was kinda shocked actually that you still would be with me when I actually neglected our friendships. My bad, my bad. I'm sorry bout that. Everything that happened makes me realise that

- To never live for someone. Except for God of course. What I mean is, live your life. Believe it or not, You are the only one that can help yourself, Not to think that "I live for him/her because I LOVEE her/him.", would anyone actually stay with you right from the beginning till the end? No, only you and yourself. and that branches to many other things, you won't focus on how ppl think bout you anymore. That was so me, but when THE time came, I've changed. Now I'm back anyway. =). I'm not doing anything because of anyone, anymore.

- The bad thing, the world proved me wrong. *sigh*. Have you noticed that sometimes you don't even get anything good in return but you're the one being blamed?! you might get hurt, even. Which is badd... Being nice and considerate isn't good for us sometimes. That doesn't mean I'm gonna change and do bad things anyway, but it's just very frustrating.

- I guess when it comes to make a decision between friendship and love, I'll never choose love again. Friendship is way more important. To look back in the past, I was THAT much of an anti-social. *sigh* or you can say that I was so disconnected with the outside world. *bangs head*. I guess I won't make my world revolve with only one person anymore. =).

- Not gonna change myself to impress anyone. I didn't and never will. You gotta love me for what I am. *haha* To haters, I say thank you. =).

go search for this MV, Killer by JJ Lin on Youtube. (:
recommended by me and pui yee! HAHA.

We've been talking bout the video for the whole 2 freaking days.
It's ok if you dun wanna watch it anyway, haha. It's about this guy who is obsessed with the girl and he killed her in the end, just because he wants her to be with him forever.

Went to the park with Wong and Darel during stayback. Basketball is good and wanted to attempt playing it. Oh well, never did actually. As you know that I've phobia of sports kinda balls. yea for those who didn't know now you know.

12th Feb 09.

5th Feb 09. =)

My freaking mozilla can't open any damn page!! I'm freaking upset man. =(.


- Life's still confusing as always yo.

Hopefully this is gonna be a short post =P

Man Hou is gonna buy me the valentine teddy and roses in pet society =DD.
He's sooo kind. *coughs* =)

oh and Su Jean is gonna buy me roses too. =DD

New valentines items are really, really nice! Sadly I have not enough coins to buy all that I wan. =(. so if you're reading this and you do play pet society, buy me something k.... =X

Gosh!! Man Hou's telling me that some unknown fellow sent him a cupid doll which costs 2500 coins! See, like I told you, simply add ppl you don't know isn't a good thing. =X. you don't even know who is she/he, or rather you don't even know what gender is the person. =P

GOSH!!! my pet won 500 coins lottery. HAHAHA!!!

so this is the list of items I wanna buy in pet society.

• the golden heart wallpaper. 160o coins.
• washing machine in luxury. 3000 coins.
• the stove. 2500 coins.
• the new black recliner. 1200 coins.
• as many cushions as possible. =S ( currently need the white, blue and red ones.)
  
• PINK and RED roses.
  
• valentine teddy bear. 750 coins. [ got it from wong. =) ]
• the tall chairs. which I can't find it anymoreee... =( =(
  
• the candle for candlelight dinner. HAHA.
• the peach tea table. 800 coins.

and yes, I'm way too greedy. =)

ok, it already failed to be a short post.

Have I told you that Man Hou looks like a love-sick in pet society?!
HAHAHA. and yeaa he does. Now he changed the love-sick glasses. =P

I'm playing pet society.

Trust me man!!! I'm getting freaking fed up of playing the hurdles race in pet society!!!
as you know it's computerized, and you gotta control your pet.
I tell ya, you'd NEVER catch up once you slip and fall over the banana peel or failed to jump over the hurdle. Unless they also slip and fall for a SEVERAL times, not only once. You'd see them somehow catch up after few seconds and running faster than you.

oh dun mind me. =)
My old facebook acc which was banned is now being reactivated. So I'm having 2 acc's now, which gives me a creepy feleing using both actually. So do add the new one. I ain't gonna do much in the old acc anymore, except for pet society. =P

- I've found out your lies. and pls just do whatever that makes you happy. =).
yes, I'm being a hypocrite. What to do.

I'm giving up on studying.
Freak, intervention is next week and we have form 1&2 coming out, for all subjects.
Obviously I can't finish up all in one week. =.=

the Devil is telling me that, "you're definitely losing this time"
but is losing that important? Most of the people are just too dumb to judge someone by their results.
Pathetic, you think that:
those who always get perfect scores = geniuses
those who failed = dumb.
oh pls, trust me, it's never this easy to judge someone. =)
Let's say, you've got 9 A's and 1 C in ur previous exam, sadly, the C is always the center of attention.
They go, "ohhh... C?!?!"


Angels never encourage me to give up. =)
but I guess evilish always wins, ALWAYS.
I'll try my best anyway!

and I'm giving up on IT. Knowing that it won't happen and thus I shall not dream. It's frustrating. . . I've found out too many things and I'm tired already. Thank you btw, for letting me to know the truth behind this world, nobody is to be remembered all the time, no matter how important that someone was.

hope you freaks will get a life =)

There was this freak man who called me, and this is how the conversation went,

Him: Hey, is this Ben?
ys: hey... BEN?! nope.
Him: oh ok, Can I know who is this?
ys: *hey you, this is MY number and obviously you've called the wrong number!!* *swallows that* urm... Well, I'm yi sin.
Him: ohhh... I see I see.
ys: *gosh you're such a freakish freak!!!* *hangs up the call* =S.

Few hours later, he called again,

ys: Hey..??
Him: Hey... May I know who is on the line?
ys: * =.=!!! * okay... erm I'm yi sin. I do not think I know you.
Him: oh... yi sin?!
ys: yeaaaaaaaa...
Him: Are you from KL?
ys: yea I am.
Him: ohh... I'm from Pahang, I'm finding for my BRIDE. Do you know someone named Ben?! I was trying to get this number just now too. Thats why.
ys: *whatttt... why on earth did u call me to find ur bride?!?! and yea as you know that you've annoyed me once just now* No... I do not know him.
Him: So, you are from KL. Are you local?
ys: *get lost freak!!* yes I am local. =.=
Him: ohh... because you don't sound like you are local. You sound like you're foreign, you sound like you're from Australia.
ys: *you're getting too much man, im gonna hang up* Well... haha. Thx. *hangs up* zzz

I guess Ben's grabbed his bride. HAHAHA.

[ addition: Ben and the guy might be gays. =S. From Weng Sum. hahaha! ]

I'm getting more and more calls from unknown freaks nowadays.
I'm sorry if I sometimes do not pick up calls that are not from my contact list.

Move on from issues I have with freaks,

so today I went mv, initially for music class but my dad dragged me to spend longer time in mv, from 11.30am till 4pm.
Bumped into Rayna and Thriguna. Talked bout well, normal things, life-school-tuition. lol.
and our (you insert) principal =).


Monday is friggin HOLIDAY!!!

and the freaking next week will be exam week. =( =(


Life's tough and never satisfies what I ever want. -sigh-

and, NOBODY on earth CARES.

oh yea.. I slightly have a problem with you, ass, who ONLY wanna get hooked up with anyone all the time, as long as she's a human being, you wanna get hooked up with. Get a life. =).

Love story

this song is awesomeeee... and touching.
oh well, maybe just me.

Love Story
by Taylor Swift.
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We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony of summer air

See the lights,
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
You say hello
Little did I know

That you were Romeo you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they know
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

Cause you were Romeo I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real,
Don't be afraid
We'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes, oh,

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town I said:

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said:

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh

Cause we were both young when I first saw you
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If you haven't listened to it, here is the video. =)