Saturday, September 25, 2010

sony T99D



Ain't it gorgeous? (:

It's gonna be a really long time before I can get it.
Sometimes I wonder, do I really need to work so hard in saving money just to get a damn compact camera when everyone else gets it effortlessly?
After all, I just wanna know how it feels like to be on my own for once and try my best to appreciate my belongings.
Worth it?
So much for this learning process. I've been telling myself to be appreciative for 2 yrs now. I don't really know the purpose. Maybe I've lost someone who's truly important to me, or maybe I simply don't wanna be a take-things-for-granted brat.

I'm pretty sure this gorgeous camera is gonna be owned by someone who's more awesome than me. Ngeh D:

I miss you. Sigh.

Maybe the best I can do is not showing you any feelings, so that I won't get hurt knowing you don't feel the same.

Friday, September 24, 2010

Wiped out. Totally hating mixed feelings. Sigh.

It's funny how we make someone important in our lives when they don't give two shyts bout us.

I wish I could read your personality as clear as the words you wrote on the wall.

I miss you.

On the other hand, I have absolutely no idea what to do. I enjoy talking to you, but I don't want history to happen again. It's frustrating when you loose someone you appreciate.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

You've put on such an entertaining show. (:

Happy mooncake festival, people! =D

Enjoyed eating Lychee Greentea mooncake though. =D


Praline and cream + chocolate chip cookie dough = <3 , total indulgence and guilty pleasure

Monday, September 20, 2010

Meat-kini

School resumed today, I guess I'm slowly getting used to it. Gotta kick ass in studies. (:
Not I want to, just HAVE to. Get my drift?

Had extreme fun today with them guys. Laugh goes viral, when you cry, crouch in the corner with only your lonely self.

I was all good until the WE started quarreling. My mood was totally ruined, seriously.
I got criticized for using " =.= "
SMS doesn't determine whether I am a good friend, if you think I'm rude and no good then stay away, I can't possibly do anything bout your hatred towards me.
As if millions of people aren't using =.= emoticon, it's just an emoticon for heaven's sake!
and you're definitely not someone who knows me enough to hear exactly how I sound through the smses. You went on picking on my mistake forever,
In the end, you accused that I need serious help. I said you need to learn forgive and forget. You said I'm the last person to teach you that, I replied I certainly don't need help from you. Is that what you want?
I just hate senseless and stupid questions, it's just my nature I can't stand it, is it fully my fault? D:


on the brighter note,


The talk show host/comedienne and animal-rights organization are taking issue with Lady Gaga’s latest envelope-pushing “garment,” as pictured on this foreign Vogue Hommes cover.

DeGeneres grilled (hey-o!) Gaga on her chat fest — which began its eighth season — this morning, saying “I get most of your outfits. You have the meat bikini on and now the meat dress…because I’m vegan…What is the purpose of the meat?”

To which Gaga responded:

“Well, it is certainly no disrespect to anyone that is vegan or vegetarian,” Gaga said. “As you know, I am the most judgment-free human being on the Earth. However, it has many interpretations, but for me this evening if we don’t stand up for what we believe in and if we don't fight for our rights, pretty soon we’re going to have as much rights as the meat on our bones. And, I am not a piece of meat.”


“In her line of business, Lady Gaga has a hard time being ‘over the top,’ and wearing a dress made from cuts of dead cows is offensive enough to bring comment, but someone should whisper in her ear that there are more people upset by butchery than impressed by it—and that means a lot of young people will not be buying her records if she keeps it up. … Meat is the decomposing flesh of an abused animal who didn’t want to die, and after time spent under the TV lights, it would smell like the rotting flesh that it is and likely be crawling in maggots—not too attractive, really. If Lady Gaga continues to wear meat, the perfect accessory would be a PETA vegetarian/vegan starter kit.” - Gotcha, G

Despite those comments, I still support Lady Gaga. At the very least, she has the initiative to stand up for the rights we all deserve, what about YOU, those who commented.

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Day 5 - MY definition of love

You sure know that love is patient love is kind. I totally believe that :)

I'd say there are many types of love.
-oh gosh, why does it sound like an essay-
I'd figured it's better if I confess now, rather than when everything's too late.

Friends

Know that I truly appreciate ya'll just the way you are. Don't pretend, I love you for what you are, not your 2nd face. We're at the same pace, no one is inferior to anyone. I'll be by your side anytime you need me. I promise to be a good friend.

Family

I'm learning how not to take everything you give for granted. =)
Know that you're the most important ones in my life.

My belongings

I'm sorry if I drop you on the floor, it's just my nature. D:
Know that I love you =)

there comes the shallow one,

Relationship

What can I say more bout this? It's all puppy love at this age, don't live in denial. I was a fool once and I'm sick of it. Nothing lasts forever and NO, your love-of-your-life can't be that 'NOTHING'
It's just another form of friendship damage.


Is there any more? I can't think of any.

Well, last but not least,

I really do appreciate even the slightest changes you guys made in my life, I wouldn't be who I am without ANYONE of you. Good or bad I shouldn't be the judge, but I know I've changed tremendously these few years.
I've grown wiser.
I've learnt life lessons the hard way and ain't regretting it.

Saturday, September 18, 2010

We forget all too soon the things we thought we could never forget. We forget the loves and the betrayals alike, forget what we whispered and what we screamed, forget who we were.

Note to self

You should never give yourself a chance to fall apart

because, when you do it, it becomes a tendency and it happens over and over again. You must practice staying strong, instead.

I sure am lying if I say it's okay to pretend.
I'm not so sure, I have absolutely no idea why most of the people are double-faced. Are you happy with it?
Cause I dread to stay with you, I can't survive in your world where you just keep pretending so perfectly like it runs in your blood.
Tell me how to pretend so that I'll be a happy child.

I hope you disappear in my life, honestly.

How you claimed how much you hate that person but in the end you STILL are clinging to, well, that person. I don't get the logic.

I have principles in life. I don't go around pretending I love my enemy. and now it becomes my weakness. What's wrong with the world?

So, I'm left with no choice but to PRETEND TO SURVIVE?


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From BryanOng's blog :

I don’t get it sometimes. People tend to assume everything. From the beginning till the end. They judge. They jump to the conclusion. And I don’t like it.

People are leaving because of this attitude they’re having. They judge, then they assume. And they don’t like what they found. So they leave.


blardy true.