Do you still remember how you thought that you and him would never be an item?
Fret not, reality always has a way to turn things around. So be careful what you wish for because you might just get it.
One day you guys will become the couple everybody else envies, you'll realize he is an angel sent from Heaven to take care of you and to show that you need not to be perfect to suit anyone in a relationship. You will always have butterflies in your stomach just like how you feel when you read a fairy tale. You will be treated like a princess like you never did before. You will be in love.
Then, one day will become someday.
Just like every other thing, you both will end, unexpectedly. You will never quite understand the reason. You will cry your heart out trying to find out what went wrong, but you will never be able to, because nothing was wrong. That person simply doesn't belong to you. You will finally learn that fairytales don't exist no matter what. You will fall from 10 feet off the ground because he was your rope. You will feel like you've been drained so low like it's hell. You will feel worthless and imperfect in every way possible. And him? He would just move on like everyone else. He would forget about you, forget about how much you care about him and things surround him, forget his promises because it only valid the moment he said it, forget that he wanted to stay friends with you.
But you'd be dim enough to keep your promises, you'd feel bad about promising that you would always love him till the end of time (probably part of you still does), feel like you betray him if you don't keep in touch, feel like you aren't good enough for him and that's the reason why you guys ain't together.
Finally, you will wish him abundance of love in his next relationship, with someone whom he deserves more; someone prettier, wiser and more generous. And you would bottle your feelings up and never open up to anyone ever again. Never again.
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