just like a fairytale turned cruel

I thought if the ending isn't happy, it might not be the end of your story yet.
but now, happy endings simply mean your story hasn't ended.
Happy endings never existed. Never did, never will.

Have you ever tried holding on to the SLIGHTEST hope and at the same time, it's being crushed by someone?
Or have you ever waited for a change that would never come?
People do get tired...

If I say hope is worthless, you cant trade it with money neither can it fulfill your hunger, It's a lie.
Without hope, anyone will be lost of direction in life.
A very big part of me wished that the hope you were giving would forever be there, so at the very least I had one more reason to stay by your side.

I've always been waiting, outside of your castle, hoping that someday you'll let me in.
But you never did, and I reckon you never will...

So if you happen to read this,
If you need me, you'll find me and you can.
I always needed you, but now I have to learn to be independent. Perhaps I shouldn't always miss you or hope that you'll talk to me

comeback

It's already April and my last post was sometime back in March. I'm sorry, didn't have much to post about except my boring life routine until now, as most of you already know, prefect camp was held last Friday.... so YAY cause I finally have something to talk about? =D

It's beyond what words can describe really.
Fabulous, fantastic, amazing... you name it! It's as awesome as that.
Now all that's left with me are memories and life lessons.

Frankly speaking, I WAS a typical city kid. Flashback to few years ago when I went for the last camp, I really wouldn't try the food served to us without saying "gosh...this looks terribly unappetizing" and when you have that mindset, the food is obviously gonna be terrible. This is how I LIVED for the past few years... well, look at me now! =D all grown up. (okay maybe not) BUT I tried everything there without complaining and as I told my lovely 5 cekap-ians, I LOVED THE FOOD.

This is to all the villagers of Kampung Pasir Putih,

You guys are seriously awesome! It was indeed a fruitful trip to visit your village. How shameful I was seeing most of their houses are so well-kept, in good and clean condition even though there were only old folks in the house! So thoughtful of y'all to actually offer us food after helping y'all out. Last but not least, don't worry about us city kids, we all deserve to do house chores at times.

I'm currently dry on words so...till then! see you (:

insanity

Catreena said:
fireworks XD
LOLZ
ys. said:
FIREWORKS HAHAHAHA
Catreena said:
HEHEHHEHEHEHHEHEHHE
XD
ys. said:
LOLOLOL!!!!!
Catreena said:
XD HAHAHAHAHHA
ys. said:
HAHAHA nothing also we laugh like mad
LOLOL



totally made my day (Y)

you tear love apart

Ever care bout someone, anyone at all and it hurts?

Well, I've asked that way too many times.

When you seem to care too much, the next thing possible to do is to stop.
Stop loving.
because if you don't love, they won't bother you and thus, you will not hate.

Holiday mood - on.

Late post for the past, short, insufficient holidays. So short that I couldn't find time to blog about what happened. LOL

Anyway, spent the first Sunday in UM for the 10-hour BM seminar.
The next 3 days bumming around in the house but I liked it very much so you can stop the whispering now.

Here comes Thursday.
Went to Amcorp Mall with Li Huei and had some short-and-sweet shopping session, well, it's just her basically. =P

Had lunch at this restaurant where this man kept staring at me weirdly.
He just couldn't...take his eyes off of me, it isn't something good.

Bookxcess, this is where the true entertainment is. LOL, well, I joke! But that book store is really amazing, it got me hooked with their receipt stories. Not to forget their giant receipt posters too!
Bought 4/12 of the Little Miss collection, Little Miss Contrary FTW! (:

I miss how we crossed the road la, beetch. =P
Cross the first lane, waited on the dotted line in between 1st and 2nd lanes and all of a sudden, vehicles in both lanes started moving. LOL, cross or die situation much?
As you know, we are STILL alive. Therefore, we successfully reached the park as we planned to. Took photographs and I'm happy!

Well, happy things don't last long, do they? It started drizzling and thus, we HAD to go back to Amcorp Mall. Grabbed Starbucks and waffles before heading back home.

More to come! Looking forward to our upcoming adventures. =D
I'll end this post with photos taken in the park!
Enjoy (:

Kick start.

HELLO WORLD ;

oh well, it's 6am in the morning. The reason why I'm here is that I couldn't get damn wi-fi at the driving centre yesterday during the lecture, it was pretty tiring.
THEN I was forced to take this cough syrup which made me miserably drowsy and I slept from 6pm till one hour ago.

Went to Hotel Armada for lunch with the others who went for the same session yesterday! It was quite adventurous I must say, consider we only had half an hour for lunch and we wasted 10 mins just to wait for our pies to get heated up.

I am going to be REALLY busy.
I wanted to post up my plans but naaaah, stalkers of all sorts.

man, now I'm all drowsy again, probably gonna crash in school. ):

So, thanks. =D

extraordinary

I love purple, so let it be purple.

09 March 2011 marked the first day of my sweet 17th.
You thought it was sweet 16th? You have my assurance, no one really had sweet 16th. SO, I'm predicting 17th to be good! =D well, not only predicting, I will make it good. By that, I need whoever had been there for me, to be here. You guys are irreplaceable

SMS
To start it off, we have those really loyal ones who send their wishes at 12am sharp! or those who INTENDED to but fell asleep and those who sent it slightly off 12 =P It's the thought that counts. I really can't thank y'all enough for those who did.
My dad is one of them. I have a super dad, I must confess.

WISHES
In the morning, dad wished me another 3 times when we were on the way to school!
Did I mention I love wishes? I wouldn't get annoyed with however many wishes you'd give me, really. =D it makes me feel so...blessed.

Anyway, upon reaching school, Shannon, Abhi and Shipren wished me happy birthday with extreme enthusiasm, which REALLY made my day, and Su-Yi did the same, followed by Thaca and Andrew in the auditorium. =D

Then the list goes on so long it'd probably reach 10 pages if I were to write it down!
I'm grateful for it, people! It's inexplicable.

and of course, thanks Nathalia for the bigggg hug!
Nishanth for hoping Oreo God to bless me. LOLOL
Mirzan for stepping on my shoe (...again!) and asking me to take drugs which I probably won't listen but thx anyway for the creativity!

& of course your 10 seconds time just to post 'happy birthday! =D' on my Facebook wall!
I appreciate them and you know it, right? =D You should have gotten my reply on YOUR wall cause I think you deserve it.

the best I've seen so far is probably from Mike,
"I wish for every candle on your birthday cake you get a wish granted"
that's so thoughtful! (:

PRESENTS
thx a bunch to Pui Yee, Yarlini, Su Jean, Melanie, Kok Yan, Katrina, Pei Ying, Li Huei and Jemimah for the presents! No worries, I love them all (:

and also to Khairi, Edward and Mike for the presents I have yet to receive.
promise is a promise, uh? ;P


CARDS
boy, I have no idea how much effort and time you guys have put in making those b'day cards! It's so beautiful! Katrina and Mel, you guys rock! :D



CAKES
okay here comes the cakes. *drum rolls* if love food put your hands up! I had 3 cakes on that day altogether.

1st one was from 5 dedi students and it was supposedly en Faizal's cake but I was given half of the HUGEEE Blueberry cake when they were told it was my b'day as well. heh. Lovely people.

2nd comes the Cheesecake from Coffee Bean! thx to Katrina, I was surprised. (:



3rd one is from my family. CHOCOLATE INDULGENCE. <---- sorry, I didn't mean to do it. =P



BIRTHDAY SONGS
okay guys, here is my sincere apology for not knowing what to do while you guys are singing a happy b'day song for me! I know all I did was stoning, and when I was asked to give a 'speech' I secretly said I love y'all. Sorry, it was not said aloud but know that I doooooo!


so, thank you, to EVERYONE who sang me happy b'day song, alright? =D
I'm too afraid to leave out anyone's name if I were to list it down. ):

CELEBRATIONS
Basically went for lunch with Katrina and Pei Ying

• Kuriya Japanese Restaurant at BSC
  
• Tutti Fruitti
  
• Marquise Patisserie & Chocolaterie
  

and of course, celebration with familyyyyy. =D
No pics for this one cause my camera refused to focus and we eventually got fed up. Now all the pics are in my dad's iPhone and my MAXIS is too screwed up to receive mms. Yeah. You get my drift.

Few days earlier I have an early b'day treat from Jemimah, dessert @ Delicious (:

Flourless orange cake

sorry I love exotic stuff. (:

and this post shall end with how much I eat.
Don't you say I starve myself for life maaaan. ):

soba noodles, teriyaki chicken + rice, salad and fruit! =D